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A Star To Be Dreamed From Afar

 It was a beautiful winter morning. The roads were clean and quiet, with only a few people walking around. The cleaner was sweeping the streets, his broom making a gentle sound. The wind blew softly, carrying memories of the past. There were only one or two people on the road, and their footsteps echoed through the silence. The moment felt nostalgic, like looking back at happy memories from a long time ago.

Lily, a bright and ambitious A-level student, bustled around her room, getting ready for college. As she rushed to finish her morning routine, the familiar honk of her van signaled its arrival. She smiled, feeling a sense of excitement for the day ahead. "Bye, Nana!" she called out, gently picking up her coffee cup before heading out the door. Her beautiful grandmother smiled back, waving goodbye as Lily hurried out to meet the day.

The van_a home of five people held a special place in Lily's heart. Conrad, a fellow A-level student, was her daily dose of charm. With his curly hairs and tall frame, he was hard to miss. But it was his kind nature, jolly demeanor, and ability to make everyone laugh that made Lily feel fluttery inside. Conrad was her crush, and she couldn't help but feel a little shy around him.

As the A-level exams drew near, Lily's anxiety grew. She had been harboring her secret admiration for Conrad for what felt like an eternity – two years of stolen glances, nervous smiles, and silent daydreams. But despite the familiarity of their school routine, she had never mustered the courage to approach him, to share her thoughts or feelings. The fear of rejection or embarrassment had silenced her, leaving her to wonder what could have been.

As Lily gazed at Conrad from across the classroom, she felt the ache of unrequited love deep within her chest. She wondered what it would be like to be noticed by him, to be the one he smiled at, to be the one he thought about. But for now, she was content with just being a silent observer, a star shining brightly in the darkness of her own heart, visible only to herself.

One day, while working on a group project, Conrad turned to Lily and asked for her opinion on a particular topic. Their eyes met, and for a fleeting moment, Lily felt like she was the only person in the room. Conrad's smile, though brief, made her heart skip a beat. She stumbled over her words, but Conrad just chuckled and teased her good-naturedly. Lily's cheeks flushed, but she couldn't help smiling but she decided to confess finally.

 But Life has other plans. Just when you think tomorrow will be like today, the universe surprises you with a different script.

The news spread like wildfire: Conrad was leaving. As an army brat, he had to move with his family to a different posting. The campus buzzed with students discussing the sudden departure. A farewell party was organized, and everyone gathered to bid him goodbye. Lily felt like she'd been punched in the gut. Her heart sank, and for a moment, it seemed like time had stopped. She wanted to run to him, to confess her feelings, to tell him how much he'd meant to her. But her feet felt heavy, her voice trapped in her throat. The realization hit her like a ton of bricks – he was leaving forever. Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes as she watched him from afar, her heart heavy with unspoken words.

Years passed, and exams were held. Then, out of the blue, Lily received a mail from her school about a grand reunion – a ceremony to honor the martyrs who had once walked the same halls. Her heart skipped a beat as she felt an overwhelming urge to attend.


Lily's excitement grew as she prepared for the meetup. She wore her favorite dress and carried a bouquet of red roses – Conrad's favorite. She had a secret to confess, a heart's desire she had kept hidden for far too long.


As she stepped into the school's auditorium, memories flooded back. She scanned the crowd, her eyes searching anxiously for the one person she had longed to see. But he wasn't there.


The principal took the stage, and with a somber tone, began to speak about the bravery and sacrifice of their alumnus, Captain Conrad, who had laid down his life for the nation. Lily's world came crashing down.


The roses slipped from her fingers, and tears streamed down her face. The reality hit her like a ton of bricks – the boy she had silently loved, the memories they had shared, and the what-ifs that would forever remain unanswered.


As the ceremony ended, Lily walked out, her heart heavy with grief. As she stepped into the hallway, she was interrupted by a gentle voice – "Lily mam, the baby is crying." Lily's eyes widened as she saw a young mother holding a fussy infant. For a moment, she was transported back in time.


Exactly 13 years have passed, but Lilly still misses him so badly. Sometimes, when no one's around, she opens her old album. Ah, those Christmas nights, summer holidays, Conrad... everything just slipped away. She wished she could bring it back. For her, Conrad was a star she always dreamed of but never reached. She still misses him at night; she usually opens the window, looks at the falling stars, and feels like Conrad is watching. 

                      Interval!!!


On a drizzly morning, a small bookshop hummed with quiet intimacy. The scent of old books and fresh rain mingled in the air, transporting Lily to a world of nostalgia. She sipped her tea, lost in thought, when a tiny voice piped up, "Lily mam, please issue this book."


A little girl, no more than ten, stood before her, clutching a manuscript titled "The Bravery of Conrad." The author's name was listed as Anonymous. Lily's heart skipped a beat as she opened the cover, and her eyes scanned the pages. The words leapt off the page, telling the story of a love that had conquered even death.


Lily's eyes misted as she smiled, issuing the book with a gentle nod. "Someone has said very true: true love never fades," she whispered, her voice barely audible over the patter of raindrops on the roof.


Inspired, Lily felt a surge of purpose. She would continue to write and share Conrad's stories, spreading their tale of love and devotion. Perhaps, just perhaps, someone like her would find solace in their words, and know that true love can transcend even the darkest of times.


As she gazed out the window, watching the rain-kissed world outside, Lily felt Conrad's presence, a star shining bright in her heart, a beacon guiding her through the mist. She knew that he was still with her, a constant reminder that true love is a dream to be cherished, a

 star to be dreamed from afar.

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